I went back to school 10+ years ago after many years in software engineering. I naively thought it would be a good idea to keep notes in LaTeX because 1) I have a hard time reading my own handwriting. 2) Source controlled 3) Math notation!
Wow, what a special circle of Hell LateX has been.
I glaze over within sometimes seconds of a wall of text whereas I can process a bunch of equations much faster.
I didn't use to be like that (I was in the dumb set when I was 15/16) but you need to be lucky enough to see over the hump and see the bigger picture - the higher structure is exhausting to teach so it's very difficult to learn why you're doing something in a classroom.