Was it a grant or a purchase? If I buy a pizza from the pizza shop, it costs them $10 to make, I pay $11, the $1 is profit and the owner can do what he wants with it. But if I get a grant from NLnet I have to spend it on what the grant proposal says. Though a lot of NLnet grants are for living costs while doing a project, so I can do what I like for that time if the project gets done.