No, it pushes you in a more comfortable direction, and I'm not you.
If your company gets hit by one of these groups and you want to protect your customers, paying is almost always the most effective way to do that. Someone who isn’t particularly interested in protecting their customers probably wouldn’t pay if the damage from not paying would be lower than the cost of paying.
A third possibility is that you simply feel uncomfortable about paying, which is fine, but it isn’t a particularly rational basis for the decision.
I think we can also fairly assume that the vast majority of people have no strong feelings about ransomware, so there’s likely going to be no meaningful reputational damage caused by paying.