Excuse the flippant tone, but isn't this just "I treated my hobby as an unpaid second job and I burned out because I was working two jobs"? It's worse than a job, actually; some of the stuff OP says I don't say about even my actual job. I have a set of responsibilities and I just make sure to fulfill them. If my coworkers don't fulfill theirs I'm not going to shoulder them. Am I going to give them a hand? Sure. But I'm not going to do their job for them, and I'm not going to avoid delegating because I don't trust their judgement. If they fuck up, they fuck up; maybe the business suffers, but how is that my problem? OP shouldn't be thinking the way they are even if they were being paid to work on Rust.