I want to be hired. I live East to middle of nowhere, so I work remote, I spent my whole life getting barely paid for doing stuff in some esoteric programming languages and so my resumé would look totally ridiculous. Screw it, I don’t have a chance. It’s not what you can do, it’s how many buzzwords you put in your CV.
So yes, I want to be hired, but I can’t convince anyone to do it as I am bad at it.
>>rebole+(OP)
// it’s not what you can do, it’s how many buzzwords you put in your CV
I can see you're frustrated and it's understandable. If it's helpful, I want to point out that 100% of your comment is about what you "can't" do. So even if someone was looking to hire someone exactly like you, they wouldn't be able to tell.
>>rebole+(OP)
Sad that you have this problem too, my problem is not wanting to work full time, thats why I work in other industries and use my tech qualifications doing hobby work for personal enjoyment only.