I hope to blow my life up in a few within a the year sometime. Maybe not as drastic as others, but my life has been at a pretty low state. Finally have managed to crawl myself out of a nasty burnout/depressive period, and things are finally starting to work out. In the end, I do not have much to lose that I haven't lost already. I have no momentum or anything really.
What's the saying?
"When you hit rock bottom there is no where to go but up."
I guess my whole point is that blowing up one's life isn't always blowing up a "good life" so to speak.