Ah, yeah: I was really tired when I wrote that last night and the sentence complexity was brutal ;P. I wrote the letter, but it felt weird to send "out of the blue" as we don't ever actually talk; and I wasn't even sure I could trust that anything was going on at all, but had written this sad sad letter (lol) and I was just like "I shouldn't send this; maybe I should first have a meeting with Kyle about it, and maybe Kyle can decide how to approach you", and then I managed to overthink it so hard that I just gave up because I was dealing with something else (and I even wasn't sure if Cory, who also started to get injected into my overly-complex strategy, would agree with me, which made it seem even more difficult).
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