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I nearly failed high school and I flunked or dropped out of college four times. I just absolutely cannot work within the framework of modern schooling.

I say this as humbly as possible, but still I'm one of the best engineers I know and working on some pretty advanced stuff. And yes, I'm rather autistic.

The way my brain works is just fundamentally incompatible with school. Starting from fundamentals and building up just doesn't work for me. Especially when we spend six months on fundamentals that I grokked in the first three weeks. The way I learn is totally backwards. I start from the top, high-level concepts and dig down into the fundamentals when I hit something I don't understand. The tradeoff is that the way I think is so radically different from my colleagues that I can come up with novel solutions to any problem posed to me. On the other hand, solving problems is almost a compulsion.

That said, if I had the option I'd choose a normal childhood over being a smart engineer. Life has been extremely unkind to me.

>>estima+(OP)
I say this as humbly as possible, but still I'm one of the best engineers I know and working on some pretty advanced stuff. And yes, I'm rather autistic.

lol...there is nothing humble about this statement. >50% of people think they're above average.

>>paulpa+13
And pointing this out adds to the discourse here how?

>>paulpa+13
I have a friend like this he is absolutely the smartest I know, maybe not the most effective. My point is that most people have drawbacks. I much rather work with an autistic myself you learn to handle the quirks.

>>paulpa+13
You're confusing mean and median.

>>paulpa+13
The average does tend to be skewed by the extremes.

>>estima+(OP)
I learn the same way, and I have to say, learning with LLMs now has been a very rewarding and validating experience. I struggled with the traditional school system my whole academic career, and I learn in the same way you describe. These days, I can start at the top high-level concepts and with the help of a competent LLM drill down as far as I need to from there.